About Me…

I will be adding more and more about me as I go, but for now, here is what I have…

I am A Leo.

I love exotic animals.

I used to have 2 tongue piercings.

I love big spiders but an terrified of small ones.

I am obsessed with Angelina Jolie.

I collect post-it notes.

I have Bipolar Disorder.

I want to be a professional Psychiatry patient.

I want to be a professional student.

I love to be by myself but I hate to be alone.

I smoke too much. (2 packs a day when I have the money to buy them)

I Quit smoking on November 17th, 2006 after 18 years of smoking. I feel better than ever.

I started smoking on July 18th, 2008 after 20 months of not smoking. I am so disappointed in myself!

I am lazy.

I collect pens.

I collect notebooks.

I love candles.

I am a penpal.

I met my husband at a memorial service.

My sister and I have the same birthday, but we aren’t twins. I am 2 years older.

I love the dark.

Coffee is disgusting.

I have to sleep under something like a blanket or a sheet but I can’t have my feet covered.

I can’t sleep without a fan on.

I have Social Anxiety Disorder.

No one is EVER allowed to use ANY of my crayons.

I have over 500 ponytail holders, but I don’t ever use them.

I brush my dog with a lint roller and he loves it.

I write poetry.

I love Eeyore.

I am losing my hair.

I have PCOS (Polycyctic Ovarian Syndrome)

I love surveys and questionnaires.

I love cemeteries.

I believe in ghosts.

I have chronic writer’s block with short spurts of a major writing.

I can write backwards and in cursive.

I compulsively rearrange rooms.

I suffer from Severe Depression.

I always have to have slippers but I can’t wear them for more than 5 minutes at a time.

I hate socks and shoes.

I live for thunderstorms.

I am lactose intolerant.

I am too punctual. 45 minutes early is on time to me.

I once had an affair with a married man. I was 19, he was 32.

I regret ever wish I didn’t haveing that affair.

I am addicted to television. I watch minimal TV anymore.

I frequently wonder if I am crazy.

I have no talent for writing.

I don’t understand why some people hate to read.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

I have 35 chapsticks in my nightstand alone.

I have a hard time sleeping if my dog is not in my bed.

I believe in reincarnation.

I hate beer.

I can’t have children.

I think every person in my family is adorable in one way or another.

My mom is my best friend.

I hate purses. I use backpacks instead.

I frequently buy makeup that I rarely wear.

I have a very addictive personality.

I hate pennies and I frequently throw them away.

I don’t get up before noon. 10 AM

I hate crowds.

I used to have a nipple piercing.

I can only write when I am depressed.

I don’t go to bed before 3 AM midnight unless I am sick.

I am not as smart as I think I am.

I love to drive when I am talking with friends.

I love to drive with no destination.

My feet are gross because I don’t wear shoes.

I sometimes lie to make myself seem smarter.

I am trying to stop.

I used to have a belly button piercing.  

I love the sound of crickets.

I don’t know how to apply makeup correctly.

I love board games.

I would run a zoo for injured animals if I had the money.

I rarely keep a journal for long.

I have sleep apnea.

I am nosy.

I give advice but rarely take my own.

I love the ocean.

I have family in France and Morocco.

I used to have a libret piercing.

I would like to travel abroad someday.

I have a tattoo of a Celtic Knot on the back of my neck.

I want more tattoos.

I love to do research.

I love to write reports and essays.

I would love to be a forensic scientist.

I would love to be a teacher.

I would love to be a lawyer.

I would love to be a counselor.

I would love to be a vet.

I don’t know what I want to do with my life.

I love Court TV.

I am bisexual.

I read on the toilet.

I sometimes sit there reading long after I am finished.

I love fried pickles.

Sex isn’t very important to me. I can go months without it.

I love body sprays.

I don’t care what people think about me.

I feel I am missing out on life because I can’t experience pregnancy.

I love dorks.

I love gay men.

I want a home that touches a beach on the Atlantic, but hides in the forest as well.

I wish I were musical. Most of my very good friends are musical and I feel left out just being their audience.

I am seriously addicted to water. I freak out if I don’t have water for an hour or two.

Tap water is gross.

I am very picky about my bottled water. Despite what my mother says, there IS a difference is how different waters taste.

I love to swim but I rarely do because I don’t like people to see me in a swim suit.

Loose hair (mine or others) on me makes me really anxious. Especially if I am sweaty or wet.

I am not fond of carbonation.

I don’t like pop with caramel. I really like Pepsi when it is ICE COLD.

I hate putting clean clothes away.

I hate the words Kotex, Ointment or Condensation.

I love to give blood.

I think my favorite color is red and I don’t think I have a least favorite
color.

Red meat makes me feel sick.

I want to be a vegetarian but I don’t have the will power or self dicipline.

I desperatly want to live somewhere where I can ride the train to work everyday.

I love to take pictures of people but I hate to have my picture taken.

My favorite concert was Sarah McLachlan with Jenny.

My favorite activity is going to the apple orchard on cloudy, cold, windy days so there is no one else there.

I live for lists.

I hate the city. I like living in artsy cities.

I miss working in live theatre.

I am always hot.

I hate being hot.

I love tea.

I have about 50 75 different kinds.

I love to make big meals for lots of friends.

I want to learn to belly dance.

I am afraid of failure.

Because of this I don’t try to do as much as before because if I don’t try, I
won’t fail.

I worry too much about too much.

I worry that I worry too much.

I want to live in a house built into a cave.

When I describe my dream home, most things have changed from person to
person. Only 2 things have stayed the same. #1 A huge library with multiple stories and a spiral staircase and a fireplace and sitting area on each floor. and #2 A tower that has a 360 degree view.

I usually dream in black and white.

I don’t feel physical touch in my dreams.

I frequently wake up from a nights sleep ready for a nap.

Old libraries turn me on. I love the smell, the sight, the wood and the dark corners.

I am a firm believer in love at first sight.

I hate to shave and do it only when I have to.

I have a hard time parallel parking.

I lost my 3rd grade spelling bee with the word occupation. I will never mis-
spell that word again.

When I write a blog, I always write it on paper first.

Even though my hair is falling out, I spend hundreds of dollars a year on hair products to keep it clean, shiny, soft and smooth for as long as I have it. I think it’s because
I’m a Leo.

I think tattoos are very special and getting one should be a spritual experiance.

I am a night person.

People who aren’t moved my music really worry me and make me really nervous.

My handwriting drastically changes as my mood changes, even if it’s only a slight mood change. Some letters I have written looked like they were written by several people.

Most people don’t know me like they think they do. This fact has ended several friendships.

I believe in soul mates.

I see memories as if I were watching a movie, complete with a musical score.

I hear a musical score frequently during my average day.

I have a hard time doing math in my head. I have to use my fingers when doing multiplication past the 6’s.

I really want to learn to do sign language.

I have never been to prom.

My favorite city is Cheboygan.

I have never been there.

I just like saying the name.

I love nap time.

I can’t drive a stick shift.

A psychic once told me was psychic.

She was wrong.

I am loud.

I leave my windows open as far into the fall as I can stand becasue I love
the sounds and smells of Autumn.

Certain songs make me remember certain people in a musical montage of
memories.

I still remember the words to most NKOTB songs.

I try not to regret anything.

I began studying Wicca when I was 12.

I am very much against all drugs except weed.

I tend to blame myself for things that I have no, or very little control over.

I give good hugs.

I frequently have to look up ideas on what to write about.

I love stupid teen movies like “What A Girl Wants”.

I cry all the time.

I worry when I haven’t cried in a while.

I feel alone.

I peek in people’s medicine cabinets when I go visit.

I also look in showers to see what kind of products people use.

I love old Elton John music.

I love most of the music my mom does.

I grew up with the music of Elton Joh, Jefferson Starship, Cat Stevens, The
Mammas & The Pappas, Simon & Garfunkle and many others.

I want to be combination of my mother, father and grandma W.

I would listen to music all night long, but it bothers Ted.

I unintentionally put conditions on my love to others.

I have an ugly balck sweater that has holes and is faded that my mom bought
for me ages ago. It’s my favorite “comfort clothing.”

I love music from the movie “Moulin Rouge”.

It makes me forget where I am sometimes.

I frequently “lose” myself when I read or listen to music.

I treat my puppy like a real kid.

I prefer a cloudy, rainy autumn day to a sunny one.

I take my digital camera almost everywhere I go. I need to make sure that I
start taking it ALL THE TIME.

I don’t get to spend enough time with the people who mean the most to me.