To be completely honest, today was a blur.
- Went with Meg and breadmeatbread to Miles’
- I remember talking on the phone ALL DAY LONG
- ate dinner at some point
Ummm… The rest is a blur. I think the phone ate my brains!
I just got adjusted to being a day person and now this… I hope he gets days again soon.
night night all!
good night, all!
The above was ALL BEFORE NOON!!!
still not doing well, so this is the short version
Hopefully I will be able to write more after tomorrow. I don’t know how I am supposed to handle losing him for a third time, but I know that he’s right and I fully understand. Amanda was his life and she was more than just his wife. I just wish she could have forgiven me before she died. I hope she knows, where ever she is, that I am so sorry for all of the pain I caused. I know it seems to little, too late, but I wish I really could have gotten to know her and finally establish a friendship with her. Rest in Peace Amanda Marie Ogden… You really were, truly, an amazing woman. If you weren’t Brian wouldn’t love you as much as he so obviously does.