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When we cried together, was she crying for us? For what we’d be losing? Or was she crying because she was sad she was hurting me? Does she miss me? Does she miss having me around? Does she cry when she misses me or does she mope? Does she truly want to stay friends? Does she fondly remember special moments we’ve had? Does she still love me? Did she ever?


She and Her

She and Her

I wish it were this was again


Missing you

I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I miss hearing your voice and feeling your touch. I miss hearing you tell me you love me. I know you did what you did for the best reasons, but I feel that you stopped loving me, stopped caring for me long before that. I know someday I’ll get over you, but in all honesty, I don’t want to. We talked of our hand fasting and our bed and our life. I tried so hard in the beginning to push you away. I showed you all my skeletons. Still you persisted. You said you could handle it, and in the end, as usual, I’m the one who gets hurt. Do you even miss me? When we go full days without speaking or texting, does even a little part of you feel empty? Am I mourning a relationship that was dead and buried long before the break up?



Lists I need to make

Things I need in a best friend

Characteristics I wish to possess

My life in numbers

I wish

Qualities I admire in others


Honey Bee

I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won’t let me in
So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I’ll find another tree
And make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets off the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I’ll come save you
Even if it means I’ll have to face the queen

So I’ll come prepared
My new friends say they would help me
Get my loved one back
They say it isn’t right
The bees have control of your mind
But I choose not to believe that
So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night
And I’ll promise I will be there on time
We’ll be guided by my new friends the butterflies
Bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee
No longer stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I have saved you
And now that you’re with me
We can make our own honey


My day in list form 4/16/12

Woke up really late
Did 2 DQ’s
Did a shit ton of home work
Did dishes
Made dinner
Hung with al
Then Matthew
Watched some tv
Tried to sleep with no luck


Happiness is…

Happiness is doing the dishes whilst listening to my headphones, blasting Florence + the Machine (even though I hate doing the dishes). Happiness is hanging out with a friend at night, talking and laughing and getting to know one another better. Happiness is knowing that even though we are poor, we have everything we need including the love of our significant other and friends and family that we hold so dear to us. Happiness is a warm puppy by my side as I read in bed and a My Little Pony coloring book when I am bored. Happiness is Tumblr and Pinterest to get ideas for some awesome new craft ideas. Happiness is knowing that there are people there for us that do not want anything back from us but our love and support. Happiness is also being able to give our love and support to people who don’t want anything back from us but the same. Happiness is knowing that the kids get to stay where they are regardless of what their lawyers do to have them removed. Happiness is a t-shirt that shows the names of our family as a Christmas present. Happiness is my life, even at its low times.

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